I hope you get canceled being yourself

Hey Reader,

My mouth gaped open, my palms started sweating, my vision tunneled in as I felt the weight of 1000 pounds on my chest.

“This is the problem with these manifestation b*tches”

“What an idiot”

“Scammer”

“Ya I’m sure she’s happy, teaching people this bullsh*t”

There were more than 400 comments… written about me. And I thought I was going to die.

The day before, I had entered into a giveaway someone was hosting for their program, and I won! I made a post about winning, about manifestation, about how my joy expanded into more.

The logistics of the post don’t actually matter. Someone who was a multimillion dollar coach in the industry commented on the post about how my perspectives were dangerous and asked what I would say to someone who had had difficulties in life? (The exact words don’t matter but it was aggressive and defaming.)

I left my response that my post actually wasn’t about that and clarified, then went to bed.

I woke up to a live video about me with more than 400 comments on how I was dangerous and how I was misleading people.

Looking back now, I see the witch hunt group think energy that took over. I panicked. The feeling I felt in my body was like dying, I couldn’t breathe, my throat was on fire, my stomach ached, I started crying, red in the face as I read through these comments by people who didn’t even know me by a woman who was set on misunderstanding me.

The views kept going up throughout the morning, more comments about me.

I got on my mini trampoline and started jumping while crying and asked myself, “Why did this happen! I was speaking my truth…. I’ve been feeling my alignment more than ever.”

I had been doing work to embody my human design profile which meant taking off masks, aligning to deeper truth, and speaking from the highest frequency of my profile. THIS WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN.

I asked, tears streaming down my face breathless from jumping, “What is this showing me? Is there something here for me?”

And I immediately felt the pain of “What if I AM bad? What if I AM wrong?” I felt this knowing in me as I jumped that this was a rite of passage, and if I couldn’t decide to back myself in my truth, I would stay stuck.

It’s easy to back yourself when people love you and agree. But could I back myself when people made untrue assumptions about me, when my heart was misunderstood, when people had perspectives different than me, when people tried to aggressively shame or cancel me?

Peace hit. I felt the truth of my heart, I felt my love for people, I felt my love for my work.

And I decided in that moment that I’d be ok.

And this event blew up my business. People came into my world like never before. I saw that the ability to only hold “good” attention limits our ability to truly be seen on a massive scale. Because being seen on a massive scale requires neutrality and self conviction whether we label the attention as good or bad.

I had passed the rite of passage that all must pass when embodying their design on a deeper level: being hated for who you are.

This event years ago taught me not to fear what I wanted to say, and to express the truths that my heart held as a 5/1.

It happened with me, and it started happening with my clients. I started leading them through the same process I had discovered for myself…. A hate comment here and there, a family member with a well intentioned “are you sure your little business is going to work?” An old client getting pissed, a friend who says, “I liked the old you better.”

And each one, like clockwork: Their businesses blew up if they stayed the course of alignment instead of shrinking.

The trigger of all this backlash? Aligning to their human design profile which caused them to unleash the truth within that people FELT. Their voice held a new frequency because they had embodied the identity blueprint unique to their profile.

A lot of people “think” they’re aligned to their design but they’re withholding truth. As a 5/1, I see this everywhere. And when people unleash their truth, they are magnetic to abundance and to people. If people aren’t buying, you’re either withholding your truth to some level or you’re not letting yourself take the risks your higher self would take.

The world of human design unintentionally lied when it taught you that your human design profile was just your personality.

I found this out very quickly when someone tried to cancel me and then my growth exploded. Seeing the same patterns happening for my clients revealed that:

When you learn how to embody the high frequency of your profile, it turns the magnet in your auric field on.

A magnet has a field that is both attracting and repelling.

You cannot turn off the repelling field (aka people disliking you/being triggered by you) without also turning off the attracting field (aka people loving you and paying you highly for your work)

And the only way to turn this magnet on? Mastering your HD Profile. When I started teaching the Profile Mastery Process to my clients throughout the last 5 years,

I started celebrating when they told me that someone had tried to keep them small, that someone tried to cancel them because they were uncomfortable, that someone who they knew had become a hater.

They were on the rite of passage that meant the magnet was on.

And their ability to hold the repelling field meant that they were on the edge of a breakthrough. Every. Single. Time.

Here’s my wish for you:

I hope you get canceled being yourself: because it will set you free.

And I hope you won’t stay stuck wearing a mask that keeps your power unfelt: because you’ll build yourself a prison cell, judging as the world passes you by. Asking, “why is nothing working for me?!”

You’re not going to like it, It might scare you a bit, Your ego would rather you play it safe and continue experiencing the same (your ego would rather you stay stuck in comfort than expand and risk not being liked.)

But I know you, you’re here for big things. Bigger things than any person projecting a story onto you about how you are “too much,” or that you’ve “changed.”

I hope you change. I hope you become too much. Because it’s proof you are going to achieve big things in this life.

Your blueprint to do this is in your HD profile. And when you master it: You speak the truth that turns on your magnetism. You emit a frequency of solidity where people ask “How do I pay you?” You stop trying to figure out what to say because no matter what you say, people feel you. And yes, you’ll have some people who are triggered. No, you most likely won’t have a hate post with hundreds of hate comments, but if you do, I know you can handle it.

Through the HD Profile Mastery process, I created a unique system that goes deeper than any book you can read about your profile.

What you will do:

- You’ll identify and transform the shadow patterns in your profile that are muting your truth

- You’ll remove the identity distortions that weaken your authority

- You’ll recalibrate the way your aura communicates so people feel your conviction

And you’ll do this through a specific process that anchors it into your auric field through neural-somatic reprogramming.

Because your profile is not just personality.

It is the frequency through which the world experiences you. When that frequency is distorted, people feel hesitation, doubt, and masking. When it is embodied, people feel certainty.

And certainty is what turns attention into money.